Its just so hard to believe that you're not here. How im gonna miss calling you and talking about your hunting plans for the week. Then hearing you call me you your little dumpling. Knowing how much I didn't like it. Then to hear you laugh and tell me baby girl you know that I would never say that in front of anyone now that you are older. I sat ack the other night and looked at all the old pictures of me and you from when I was younger of us playing guitars together. I had a good cry yes I did. Knowing that you loved me unconditionally and never judged me for anything I ever did. I love you daddy and I miss you so much. Please watch over me and the boys I promise I will make sure that I do everything that you asked of me.
